Friday, July 07, 2023

ScoutyLove

It must have been the temperature, the oppressive waves layering onto their overheated bodies and brains like the prickly winter blankets I took to our boarding school to combat the cool nights of the Nilgiri Hills in South India. I would lie as motionless as I could, hoping I wouldn't get jabbed by the vicious fibres; wondering if I was actually cold or just needed a hug and Mum to bring me my morning cup of tea in my green plastic mug in my own bed; wondering how long before morning broke the chill of the moon. 

Every day Musket, Phoebe Snow, Earl Grey, Carly Simon and Gunpowder have been lying motionless in the porch or under the green leafy Virginia creeper, panting slightly, hoping to avoid the spiky fingers of heat that find them no matter where they hide; stirring only for the occasional mouthful of water; wondering how long before evening breaks the grip of the sun.

Not Scout, though: Scout is a dog who was created for this often merciless life; whose greatest joy is charging out in the wake of The Good Rancher and his horse, tail wagging so vigorously that Jack-the-Cat-who-wishes-he-were-a-dog would go flying if he were following his idol too closely.


Scout is the late-arriving baby in this blended dog-family. In human terms, Musket is approaching 60, Phoebe and Grey are 53, Carly and Gunny are 40; and Scouty is an annoying 17 — energetic, friendly, loving, always wanting to be busy. Green balls, orange balls, and balls that light up when you throw them litter the inside of the house. Outside there are sticks of all sizes tucked away in strategic locations so that a quick game of Throw can break out no matter what part of the garden a person and her dog find themselves.


Scout was a country boy in a city; I was a city girl in the country. It was an improbable match made in heaven. It was love at first sight for me; for him, he had to mourn the loss of his city family and to establish trust with us, which took a couple of long days after he came to live with us. 



He declared that I was HIS, however, a few days later, during which time he had been fully instructed as to his status in the canine pecking order. 


That early morning he was cowering behind my bed as I dozed fitfully. Carly decided to jump on the bed, to let me know she wanted to go outside and it had to be with me.

Suddenly there was a flurry of black and white dog fur and Scouty launched himself onto my head, staking his claim. It was a brave, rash, foolhardy thing to have done. I lay there praying for no dog bites, for no blood to be spilled.


Fortunately — particularly for me — Carly saw the writing on the wall and backed off. From then on, with very few exceptions, Scout was accepted as part of the canine detachment, a promotion he never took for granted and a position he never took advantage of.


He was in his element, though, with the GR. He was a natural cow dog. A month after he came to live with us the GR needed to move cows from Ken Keibel's place to the pasture at Mile Corner. There was no one around except for me and my shadow to help him. "If you must bring him, make sure he stays in the side-by-side. I cannot have him spooking these cows."

The first hundred yards proceeded according to plan. And then a cow took exception to being herded.

Before you could yell, "Get out of the ditch!" little Scouty had leapt over the hood and planted himself firmly in front of the cow, locking his eyes with hers.

The standoff lasted perhaps 45 seconds before that grand old lady, mustering as much dignity as she could, turned around and rejoined her companions.


The dog was not even one year old, but he had discovered his raison d'Γͺtre. It would be like hearing the opening bars of Beethoven's Fifth Symphony (yes, the da-da-da-DUM one) and knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt that you were born to conduct an orchestra.

There was no turning back. From then on it was a given that when cows were being moved, Scout was at work.


People had told me about highly intelligent dogs; my experience was Musket down to Gunny — all five of them lovable and loyal and a couple of them a bit doltish, if the truth be told.

But then Scout arrived. He could understand almost everything that was said and certainly all that was going on. There was one time when the GR was bringing cows up the side road onto the 855. He was on horseback and a friend was on a quad. I came to guard the intersection, and found Scouty totally rattled by the quad. The GR was too. "Keep your dog in your side-by-side, and you and the quad stay out of the way!"

The cows had been rattled as well, their normal rhythm hopelessly disrupted. The three of us sat there helplessly, watching the GR and his horse work in vain to get them back into some order.

It was more than Scout could bear. He hopped out and paused, listening to my shrieks that he better get back in Right Now.

He turned toward me, locked eyes with me, dipped his head apologetically, and then ducked under the fence. He gave the cows a wide berth as he ran through the adjacent field in the opposite direction to which they were supposed to be going. He got back to the last one; and in less than five minutes everyone was under control and moving smoothly up the road. When he got up to the side-by-side he hopped in and lay on the floor at my feet, his usual spot, no big deal.


The GR was all smiles. "Where's my great dog?" he asked. I swear Scouty winked at me ...


Scout's life from day one has been about work. The purpose-driven life. If it's not a cattle-moving day, there's always something to do. It might be guarding miniature kittens along with his co-sentry Gunpowder ...


or performing quality control on the calves' milk replacer ... 


or checking the field in hopes of discovering the start of tender green shoots emerging ... 


or chaperoning. 


If there was nothing else going on, he'd be happy to challenge you to a ball game ... 





... regardless of who "you" are, and regardless of the weather! 

A new little game has emerged in the past few months: when I arrive home, the dogs accompany my truck from somewhere between the middle and home cattle gates to the house. 

But not Scout. Scout sits near where I will park, perfectly still, stick in position in front of the driver's door, waiting for me to disembark from the truck. Our eyes lock. 

"Hi, Love," I will always say, and pick up and throw the stick. Then I greet all the others.

The first time this happened, a couple of the others converged upon him, pinning him to the ground. The second time I said, "Oh ScoutyLove, they're going to come for you — you'd better go round to the front door and wait for me there." 

He went and collected the stick I had thrown and trotted off. Once I had greeted all the dogs and unloaded the truck and gone inside I glanced out of the front door. There he was, in the position. On the step was his stick. 

He can speak with just his eyes. The strong, silent type. If I couldn't find his ball, or the precise stick he was using at that particular moment, or if I wanted to know the whereabouts of the GR, I would just ask him. Then I would watch his eyes. He would first look at me and, without moving his head, then look in the direction of the object. If I couldn't locate the item in question, he would remain where he was, looking at me and looking in the direction. Sometimes I would get frustrated. He wouldn't change. He waits me out. I always find it. 

He has been right 100 per cent of the time. 


He has taught me to listen. 

He has taught me patience. 

He has taught me to love as much as I can, even those who would act unkindly toward me on occasion. 

He has taught me the value of loyalty. Of perseverence. Of playing the long game. 

He has taught me that while he is here, I am not alone. He will not leave me. 

The love of God conveyed by Dog. 

Halfway through June when the temperature in the house was 28° and the thermometer outside registered 39 and the blistering wind taunted us unceasingly, the dogs with their thick coats could bear it even less than I. Tempers frayed. 

It must have been the temperature, the oppressive waves layering onto their overheated bodies and brains. Two of the five started to gang up on Scout. Where he was, there they would go. Standing over him, threatening him, shoving him. Bullies on the playground. 

He never retaliated. He would lie there quietly, waiting for them to be done. He knew that if I was there I would call them off; if I was not, he could wait them out. And then he would carry on about his business — no hard feelings. All he knew is that he loved his brothers and sisters. The rest was up to them. 

Last Thursday I was in Brooks when I got the call. A friend had stopped for a visit. He had thrown a Scouty stick many times as he and the GR talked.

As he left, before he even reached the first cattle gate, the two dogs who had been acting up cornered my ScoutyLove and drove him toward the truck. It was going at only about 1 km / hour; but the way he struck it must have done damage to his heart. He cried out once. The GR, inside the house, recognised that cry and came running out. 

Scout stepped back and lurched toward the middle of the lawn. 

Our friend had felt the thud and immediately stopped and leapt out. He ran toward my ScoutyLove and held him as he took his last breath. 

It was all over in less than a minute. 

A day and a half later we buried him on top of the hill, our kind neighbour giving up his relaxed camping Saturday morning and making a special trip to dig his grave. 


It's a beautiful spot, overlooking the horse pasture, the corrals and the house and yard. 


I collected some of his sticks — sticks of all shapes and sizes, used for particular games — and placed them with him, along with the toy that had been sent with him when he first arrived at our house.


Our neighbour waited while the GR said his last goodbye and we went back down the hill; only then did he fill in the grave. He volunteered to fill it in by hand. I replied, "He's a dog; it's fine to use the backhoe. And thank you for even offering."


We checked later, and he had carefully made a mound of earth covered by grass on the top. 


I couldn't say anything of importance out loud that morning on that hill. We rarely talked with words. And I couldn't see his eyes. 

I will never see his eyes.

But  I think he knew. I think he knew that he was my best friend on the ranch. That we could talk about anything. That I loved him with my whole heart. 

Bye, Love. 

But Scouty, it's still sleep time! 


37 comments:

Anonymous said...

So sad for you to be missing your great dog Scout, he was very special. He was my favourite. Makes me sad too, and teary…losses are gutting. Your eulogy touched my heart. May God comfort you both.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, I didn’t intend to be anonymous…your friend, Joy Bjorn.

Anonymous said...

Oh my. This brings tears to my eyes. I’m sorry you lost such a loyal companion. Your words are, as always, so beautiful.

Anonymous said...

Oh Karyn, my heart breaks! I’m so sorry this happened too Scouty, I feel like I knew him. This is like losing a human friend that you love so much. My prayers are with you sweetie. I love you and that goes for GR also. God sent you a special angel for a short time and only He knows why He needed Scouty back in heaven.

Anonymous said...

I didn’t mean o be anonymous. Joyce Lloyd

Anonymous said...

Oh no! Iam so sorry Karyn so many hugs from Kurt and I to you both. ❤

Anonymous said...

It hurts so much to lose those you love whether they are human or almost human. Dogs are so understanding and smart. It baffles me why they are called dumb animals. They become such a part of our lives and it hurts when they are taken from us. May you be comforted………hugs, Joanne McMurray

Bronwyn said...

Your whole heart. And that is as big as the universe. Your love is like the wide blue sky under which Scouty played, like the wind where trees blow soft. It's strong as a whisper and gentle as a paw on the ankle, firm as a patient wait, as your wait must be too. And you will find he's waiting, stick beside, at the door where you long sometimes, to go. Where green shoots are evident and the last stray returned. Your eyes will lock, maybe first of all. Hi Love! without a word, he'll say.

Anonymous said...

So sorry Karyn for your lovely friend dog Scouty. My daughter Eunice Adrian Watkins and her family in Ipswich UK also lost their dog Parcival 11 year old 2 days ago.
Be Comforted,it's part of life.

Anonymous said...

So sorry Karyn for your lose of your lovely friend dog Scouty....

Anonymous said...

SUMITRA S.Gaikwad from Mumbai, India. So Sorry Karyn for your lose......Be comforted It's part of life.

Carol Kurbis said...

Awww Karyn πŸ˜₯. What a wonderful life you gave to Scout and what a wonderful tribute to one of God’s special creatures. Hugs πŸ™πŸ’•

Rachel Carlzon Bauman said...

Sending many hugs and prayers. My heart is so sad for you😒

Deanna Johnson said...

Oh Karyn sending hugs❤ That story had me in tears, I will have to say he was my favorite of your dogs as well!

Sharon Bethune Ralph said...

Such a tender love story.

Anonymous said...

Karen and Arne, so sorry. To learn about Scout. May God bless you both!

Erin Haynes said...

I found myself cheering for Scout, wanting to be patient like Scout and wanting to be loyal like Scout. I hadn’t prepared myself for his leaving. I’m broken. I’m so sorry you lost such a loyal friend.

Brenda Lee Raine Hartley said...

What a beautiful tribute for a very special dog! I know he will be missed! Big hugs!!❤️πŸ€—❤️

Jackie Golightly said...

Oh, Karyn. My heart aches for you. Holding you in my heart and sending hugs, prayers and healing thoughts.♥️

Naomi Friesen said...

So sorry Karen!!

Ele Schultz said...

So sorry! Our pets are loved like family members and parting with them leaves an aching heart, tears, and a gap that can never be filled.πŸ₯°πŸ’

Jane Farries said...

Karyn, the price of this great love is sorrow at the end. It is always worth it. Always.

Dee Green said...

What a Wonderful tribute to Scout‼️So sorry to hear you loss your fur babyπŸ˜žπŸ€—❤️

Matthew Ironside said...

Surely it will feel a little darker and life a little heavier while you grieve the loss.
I believe the loving Spirit that allowed a simple creature to be a conduit of light - to help you "look" at the right things - is still warmly present, nearly wet-nosedly prompting you to follow its focus to help you see that the light, the real love, came from the Spirit and from within you and the GR, the whole time. That love, that light, is a reason for hope - it can never be quenched.

I'm so sorry for your loss of this faithful companion. May you be encouraged by knowing that there are good dogs like Scout that help city girls and ranchers alike. May you be more encouraged that the One who created good dogs has even better things for you, you just might have to follow His gaze to see them - the way Scout taught you.

Shirley Gillrie said...

I’m so sorry, Karyn. Loving a dog that much is worth the sadness. Much love to you πŸ’•

Angie Ironside said...

Oh, my sister. My fellow animal lover. I.am.so.so.so.sorry about your loss of Scout. Hugs, hugs and hugs.πŸ˜’πŸ©·πŸ™

Mim D. Smith said...

I am so sorry to read the sad news about beautiful Scout... he certainly kept me busy throwing his stick for him when I last visited you. Sending you and GR a big hug πŸ’•and thinking of all Scout's animal family as they also adjust to life without him x

Doreen Nixon said...

Oh no Karyn. My heart bleeds for you. I know how important & loved your animals are to you. Sending hugs dear house sisterπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œ

Rhonda Maginn said...

Hugs Karyn🐾❣️

Janet Campbell said...

😒😒. Hugs Karyn

Theresa Laczkowski Christie said...

So sorry to both of you for your great loss 🌺You gave Scout a wonderful life

Bronwyn Spilsbury said...

What a story! What a life of love and wonderful devotion. What a way to show me how to behave - both you and your Scouty. How loving and tender hearted. I love you for sharing this. Thanks and honour to your fierce and noble friendship. Missing you. I loved his eyes.

Joy Booher said...

I'm so sorry for your loss of your furry friend and buddy! πŸ’• I'll be praying for God to comfort your hearts, yours and that of the Good Rancher.

Marci DH said...

Oh Karyn… you captured not only Scout’s personality so beautifully, but your very special relationship and the essence of your heart, too. I am so very sorry for your deep loss.

Thank you for rescuing him, loving him so well, and taking the effort to know him like you did. That makes the connection richer but the loss deeper. So sorry for your pain. πŸ’”

Ann Schuler said...

So so sorry for your loss Karyn. What a beautiful written tribute to your dear friend. I love that hill too. Love and hugs special lady. πŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’ž

Matthew Ironside said...

Surely it will feel a little darker and life a little heavier while you grieve the loss.
I believe the loving Spirit that allowed a simple creature to be a conduit of light - to help you "look" at the right things - is still warmly present, nearly wet-nosedly prompting you to follow it's focus to help you see that the light, the real love, came from the Spirit and from within you and Arny, the whole time. That love, that light, is a reason for hope - it can never be quenched.

Anonymous said...

I love you, K.
Your BDP.